. ♥

school

2010-05-06T09:01:00.001+08:00

music } -
mood } cui.

well, i am in school. in PBA class. lecturer just came in.

had poc } bb primer. kayak & land (water) games was fun :D although, my forehead now is peeing & has one patch of white skin there. :\ !
okay off to study -.- !

hercules BITOC 2010

2010-04-21T11:18:00.002+08:00

music } -
mood } sleepy.

now at ourspace@72.
had BITOC 2010; last friday, saturday, sunday. hercules! stayed in the loft. had lame night games. had amazing race. had night walk. had water games. had games. lol. i don't remember much already.
monday - had lessons. LT macroeconomics was okay. WT DSS, the lecturer was like miss ho. he is nice but can make us sleep. -.- !
tuesday - had LT business management. i don't know what she was talking about. she went to talk about mac, pizza hut. make us hungry only.
today - LMS ; life management skills. lessons was done in 2 hours when it was suppose to be 4.

Clets 9 / BAOC

2010-04-13T13:07:00.003+08:00

music } -
mood } blur/busy.

6 April - BAOC day 1 ' bonding ; went down early cause to meet up with jw also. met the SB&SCs - Kartik, WeiCheng, Corrine, Michael, ShiYing. met friends - RongSheng, Lucus, Cleo, Janice, Alisha, Aloysius, HanBin. had bonding games & cheers.

7 April - BAOC day 2 ' games ; went round the school competite with other empires groups & Cheer Cheer Cheer !

8 April - BAOC day 3 ' performance ; sat in convention centre the whole day & watched performance & some games that the MCs had &&&& CHEERS ! - Somebody call 911, Cletic Fire burning on the dance floor, ohhh!~

9 April - went to fei's house to do hair :D thanks fei & lm.

10 April - went out with Jackson to take specs&arcade. I will never forget how long I took to finish choosing that specs with my aunty's friend ._. !!

11 April - Clets9 outing ; had movie at Cathay (Date Night) & ChompChomp & slack at Mac .. Realise I still have a BIT camp (overnight) on Friday, Saturday & Sunday ! . ARGH! when I thought all the camps are done for good. !

Yesterday&Today - I got to get my task list to ZERO ! Although, I added a few more before I went to sleep >-!

baoc tomorrow !!

2010-04-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

music } -
mood } nervous+excited.

quick blog before i sleep. baoc is tomorrow !! and i got to wake up at 8am ! :\ hope i have fun. feeling nervous and excited. ahhhhhs, i don't know. LOL!

byebye! Chivalrous Celts 9 ? >-!

:\ to the max

2010-03-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

music } 黄鸿升- 搞砸了
mood } :@ arghhhs.

looking at this space, i suddenly don't know what to blog about.
today was fine because i did nothing, other than sitting in front of the lappy & download course-specific software. 4 programs plus the activation of 3 other programs which caused me around 5 hours & gave me headaches. however, it is done. finally. the programs seem interesting & i cant wait to try them. :D tried to full scan the lappy which cause me 2hours+ not even 1/4 is done. tried to do backup - remaining time 239mins when i thought it was done. oh wells. canceled both of that. :( wasted time.
poly life is getting nearer & nearer. i don't know if i'm excited or what. seeing people post about camps, i got excited but the next minute, i was wondering what if it was over night camps. wondering about the presentations that i dislike the most, the traveling, etc.
mum say i look stress. it was only some lappy's case that she changed 3 times & i still don't like it. buying stuff only. argh. stress ? i don't know. just, my dad ask how much. now i don't know to get another one or not . arghhs :\

words words words. &/

outings

2010-03-22T12:22:00.005+08:00

music } -
mood } hmmmms..

19/03 friday - met 3 different person/group in 3 parts of the day in 3 different parts of singapore. morning 7am+ , went to east coast with jocelyn, leemei, felicia, shuetnie. afternoon 2pm+, went to tampines to meet jackson. night 7pm+, went to xuanru's house to mahjong.
20/03 saturday - went to school to tutor, then mahjong again.
21/03 sunday - went suntec/esplanade/bugis with ... (not their own shoes)

poly life starting in less than 1mth. induction programme happening in around 2weeks. oh great.. :\ feels like shoppping. LOL !

because of you

2010-03-03T13:05:00.004+08:00

music } baby - justin bieber / because of you - after school
mood } -

got np enrolment package filled with duedates :\ should be starting them today.
watched percy jackson and the lighting thief & dear john & valentines' day. :D
yesterday - kbox, shopped, walked, chatted & i went broke. realise things just changed, i don't know even why :\ is that all? maybe, i'm thinking too much again.

“Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much.” - fearlessfight

tumblr.

2010-02-23T12:48:00.004+08:00

music } always online/heartbreaker/sugar
mood } bored&lazy.

cny was okay i guess - as usual.
yups, bored at home & also lazy to work :\ pc is down, mac cant play games, fb games can last me an hour or two, viwawa now can last me a few minutes :\ guess i should go watch movies&dramas.
iphone ? itouch ? satio ? aino ? -.- !
tumblr... !!

★ ! & ♥ !

2010-02-14T18:05:00.004+08:00

music } tv?
mood } - .

happy chinese new year ★ ! & happy valentine day ♥ !

credits

be happy :D

2010-02-13T17:13:00.003+08:00

music } 3 - Britney Spears
mood } hmmms, ?

after the cafe&pool. i fell. watched little big soldier&had mac..
it's cny eve. oh wells,

credits

-sorry for the troubles & thanks (".)

:(

2010-02-12T17:25:00.002+08:00

music } don't know what song. LOL
mood } headache.

now at some cafe watching friends play monoploy. & me slacking. head hurts. hais.
yesterday went back to shiro, lol. to have some lunch party. :) then got bored & stayed there to do free labor? lol. that how bored I am. Chinese new year will be the same as usual. home or at most lunch with some reatives.
Okay, there is a group of enthu girls playing don't know what game. Lol. I guess I am just trying to fill up this space with words which I am not sure what I going to continue.

did I did the right thing?

bored & shiro

2010-02-08T16:29:00.010+08:00

music } -
mood } bored .

at times, i want to work to pass time. at times, i dislike walking to and back between lobby A&B, adding the deliveries. but now, i'm jobless & nothing to do at home. other than, using the computer, it seems like i have nothing to do. too lazy to watch shows or movies online. :\ too lazy to get out of the house but it seems like i have no where to go also.

2months since i started working at shiro, missing them a bit :\ but ya, Jade Abalone - Mexico, Australia, New Zealand, Braised Baby Abalone. Pacific Clam, Top Shell, Braised King Top Shell, Sharkfin, Buddha Jump Over the Wall. the freaking Fs that i need to remember and the grams. frozen food - Wanton and more. Dtrans, DAP, Ta.q.bin. :D Giant, Cold Storage, Shop & Save. Gift Sets - A302, AW303, AW309, A402.. TwinPack. Labels. Packing. People like Patricia, Louis, Gim, Corrine, BoonMain, Leslie, Nicholas, Julie, Tracey, WeeSiong, YongXiang, Siti, Jerome, JiaYi, Markus, Jackson, JunYen, XiaoWang, Ho, Karen, MingHong. did i miss anyone out or anything? :\ D&D - "Hawaiian theme" is LOL.

1mth+ later, poly life & will try to adapt to polyBIT life. :\ & my damn pc which is filled with stuff cant get to the log in page. argh :@ !!!

-.- i'm like trying to pass time by typing stuff here but then, at least got somewhere i can write thoughts & memories.

thoughts - crap mind. :\ that is filled with crap stuff, always saying wrong words. :\ argh. :@

stop.

(".) ymm ? lol. i guess not. hais.

"/

2010-01-17T16:03:00.002+08:00

music } 1 2 3 4
mood } mixed up.

O's - results & choices are there already. now is only waiting 27 jan .. & that's it i guess. ? appealing or not .. it is up to then to decide. regret or not .. it is after the 3 years. "/

what if. what if. there is lots of 'what if's in my mind. but before that, can i even overcome it? yeah, it. screwed up with this. :@ hais. the answer will come. i hope. seriously hope...
bus ride ☆

o's results tomorrow

2010-01-10T19:28:00.002+08:00

music } -
mood } f.ed up.

argh! :@ O's results is tomorrow & i don't feel good. wells, mentally & physically. craps.!! wish i could be at work & not at work. hais. ! hopes that everyone will get what they want. :D less than 18 hours to go "/

seems like i have nothing to blog :\ ! LOL.

last day of the year :D

2009-12-31T16:24:00.003+08:00

music } -
mood } last day of the year.

hais!. new year up ahead. & o's results is getting nearing. anyone knows what is the date? 11,12 or 13? LOL. realised, i haven't posted the 3e1,4e1 stuff. well, lazy enough. next time bahs. !

i love this video !!

I'm a Pirate You're a Princess

2009-12-26T16:45:00.004+08:00

music } I'm a Pirate You're a Princess
mood } i ♥ the song!! . LOL!

inspiration of the day ?

2009-12-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

music } -
mood } mixed.

forgive everyone and everything. dont compare your life to others cause you have no idea what their journey is all about. you dont have to win every argument. agree to disagree. every night before you go to bed complete the statement: "i'm thankful for..." sit in silence from at least 10 mins each day. smile and laugh more and it'll keep the energy vampire away. realise that life's a school and you are here to learn. problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class - they dont last. the wisdom that you developed from the lessons will last a lifetime. no one's in charged of your happiness except you. life's too short to waste time hating anyone. remember that your are blessed to be stressed. make peace with the past so it won't mess up the present. however good or bad a situation is, it'll change. life is short and unpredictable. smile and be happy :D

quoted from aunty'
-blessed to be stress. o-o! what. !

; thanks all for wishes and gifts. :D thank you.

2 days

2009-12-07T11:13:00.004+08:00

music } wedding dress
mood } lalalas?.

- 2 days left :D
just realise the blog is like filled with countdowns. ! LOL.
going out later to buy clothes again :D then tomorrow is going to be a busy day. i don't know how it is going to work out but i think it is going to be okay [i hope 101%]. scared and nervous. :\
haven't post last two years' memories [the long post], don't know when will i be able to even start. getting lazier x2 . LOL.

:D

2009-11-04T17:34:00.002+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm :D :/ :| .
music } -
mood } :D :/ :|.

:D few papers left.

Jiayou alls :D!

2 days.

2009-10-24T17:10:00.003+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm wasting time here .
music } -
mood } hungry.

time is running out. "/

not even two days left.

last day

2009-10-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm o-o.
music } Jai Ho
mood } LOL.

last day.

11days to go.

13 days

2009-10-12T17:01:00.002+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm hungry.
music } -
mood } hungry & sleepy.

3days & 13days left. :\
stacks of papers & books to complete.
jiayous all :D !

19days

2009-10-07T17:09:00.004+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm stack with tons of papers.
music } hot air-balloon C:
mood } yawns.

hellos.

byebye.

LOL. 19days.

i'm not doing that.

2009-10-04T17:36:00.010+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm not doing that.
music } -
mood } lazy .

off schedule this weekend. :| not good.

142nd post

2009-09-25T13:00:00.002+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm waiting for movie to load again.
music } -
mood } sleepy.

tomorrow is going to be 1mth to O's. wondering what i going to do after O's, lol. slack/play/work.. :D getting the stuffs i want. :D

watched this 3 movies online again - dance flick / cloudy with a chance of meatballs / monster vs aliens + more to come, lol! i have quite list of dramas & movies to watch. is increasing & not decreasing. just watched bolt. got to study again. hais!

the best way to predict the future is to invent it - alan kay.

prelims over

2009-09-18T19:50:00.001+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm done with prelims :D.
music } -
mood } bored.

prelims is over! but is 1mth+ to olevels. hope i don't screw my prelims.

movies again to keep my boredness away from me. now loading the movies.

finished
the ugly truth
marley&me

home - a documentary on Earth } 25min through it & i'm going to doom" already but i still going to finish it. / half way / love the last 10 mins of the movie. shows about what other countries do to protect the Earth, like using solar power - renewable energy + showing different countries that are developed, less developed, icy cold, greenly or just soil colour.

title-less

2009-09-17T18:42:00.002+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm done with skinning :D.
music } fireflies - owl city.
mood } tired.

this time is blue. i don't know why but it seems nice. plus, i just realise there is no title for this skin. but who cares, i'm lazy to change. from the last g-force post until now, is been mugging&prelims. tomorrow is the last paper which is chemistry 1hour finally!
ytd, dad thought i was having my o-levels already. wt. half wishing it was true, half wishing it was not.

found this few -?
♥Star-Forming Region RCW38 in the Milky Way

PR Photo 46b/98 displays a spectacular three-colour composite image of RCW38 , obtained through three near-infrared filters. This is a region in the Milky Way at a distance of about 5,000 light years, where stars which have recently formed in clouds of gas and dust are still heavily obscured and cannot be observed in the visible part of the spectrum. Contrarily, as this image shows, they are very well seen at infrared wavelengths where the obscuration is substantially lower. The diffuse radiation is a mixture of starlight scattered by the dust and gas in the area, and atomic and molecular hydrogen line emission.
♥Secretary by Day, Royalty by Night
She became a king after a call - read : here
♥See this too- here
♥To fall in love is so easy. Staying in love is a challenge. Letting go is the hardest part. And moving on is god damn suicide. } quotesbox.bs.com - lol.

♥it's a dream that never will come true but eventually will be forgotten again.

g-force 3d

2009-09-09T10:00:00.004+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm back from g-force.

watched this movie just now end @12plus. great show C: after that eat walk daze bus home? haven't mug yet. i guess i'm going to mug @ home today. let's see how much can i complete.

not a good weather today - hot!

movies

2009-09-05T15:48:00.004+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm in a movie mood.

yesterday } amaths paper 1 - which is wt. ): then was @orchard with lm&dia. walked mrted looked walked looked eat walked looked up&down walked looked ;singapore is quite confusing. neoprints-ed drank mrted homed. i had a good night sleep C:
today } slack? needs to go out of the house and mug but lazy :| thus, @home facebook-ing & watching movies c:

@themoment only finished -10 promises to my dog. lets see how many past/present movies can i finished C:

edited }

sky of love - finished @6.30pm

shorts! future movie? - finished @10.28pm

up! recent movie - finished @11.47pm

slacking

2009-09-03T17:58:00.008+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm looking for photos.

http://redenvelope.deviantart.com/art/egg-81027841
http://pannanoova.deviantart.com/art/Love-apple-103480154

slacked until now } after emaths paper 2 & chemistry paper 2. screwed?
tomorrow is amaths paper 1. the rest of the school is going to sport fiesta but we are just going to stay in school & do prelims. then is 1 week of hoildays which i hope will be in good use. prelimsx3!

-

2009-09-02T13:16:00.002+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm hais-ing.

it's already 1 week since i posted. english paper1&2 was done last week.

2days ago } teachers' day celebration. c:

yesterday } muggedx3 & -

today } emaths paper 1 & social studies done but after emaths paper 1, realise mark fly already due to careless. then social studies marks fly already as never do.. hais, hope can hit targets ._. later } muggx3 again.

tomorrow } emaths paper 2 & chemistry paper 2 .. longx3 week ahead.

blank

2009-08-26T18:30:00.004+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm - when prelims are starting on FRIDAY!.

blank } i don't know what to blog about as i can't remember what is going on this few days? just i know mugx3 studyx3 but i'm slackedx3. just packed for prelims. actually, not really packed. just stacked books & files } so i will be able to know what to concentrate&do notes - on the table which i think its going to break soon. the table is seriously unstable but i'm not sure why it can last so long.

-blankx3 lol!

losing it

2009-08-20T18:21:00.003+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm losing it.

i guess i haven't wake up from - as i'm losing focus today. need to force to focus. mind is drifting off at the wrong time of this year. did last min studying for physics in school. didn't really much complete my hw so now i got more hw. physics mock was - today, i don't know how to explain. it's like 1/2-1/2 situation.
tomorrow } hoping it's a short day, perhaps having phototaking? not sure, waiting for a reply. not forgetting, still having a test on saturday. hais, prelims next week! FOCUS!-
my firefox browser looks better now! c:

hoping it will go away soon. or the answer/solution to come quick.
莹火虫

results

2009-08-19T18:47:00.004+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm not in mood.

tuesday - emaths mock, dpa results } as said didn't get in.

today - chinese o'level results } didn't get what i thought but ... i don't know how to explain the feeling of yesterday and today addings & other stuffs. :( guess need to return to mt class now but i think the feeling is different.

tomorrow - physic mock } hope will be ok

got to study later and do 3ws for tomorrow lessons.

i still wondering what is the feeling that i felt? i don't think is the same feeling i got few months ago as now i feel - after sleep. hais, what's the feeling?

english

2009-08-17T17:43:00.007+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm done with english oral! & blogging on the sofa.

byes to the long post of secondary 1&2 memories. i think after secondary 4, i going to do one more about secondary 3&4 or what about the whole 4years? maybe even adding personal photos, that will be a lot. o_o

saturday - went out with m after english oral practice in school. - travelled, met, chocolates, walked, lifted, searched, looked, walked, shopped, walked, looked, window-shopped, studied, disturbed, wrote, chat, coffee, walked, daiso, travelled, homed, slacked, studied, sleep.

sunday - @home } watch tv, slacked, studied, played, practice for orals...

today - schooled, english oral } thinking i going to get the same marks again. hais, a bit more than what i usually get would be good. at least my efforts were not wasted but then still i seriously need to improve on my written paper & be more constant. hais, english!

now - blogging on the sofa, thinking what else to say. lazy to edit any photos at the moment. tomorrow is emaths mock again. later still need to do homework. O'levels! Prelims! tomorrow is also the day, the results are coming out. i don't think i will get in, though. let's see what happens tomorrow.

what is that?
just going to wait for the answer/solution to come.

edited -180809 } didn't get in as expected

ready&set&go?

2009-08-14T17:59:00.005+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm tired&realised it's hard to read the past.

end of the week. - english mock&physics test&socical studies mock&amaths mock. &still having a talk - the 5polys and 1jc. all i can remember is test&mocks. & also dance audition as teachers' day coming } move shake drop. & lots of free periods too. hope mt results are okay so no need to retake. tommorrow still have english oral ? next week is the last week of mocks. c: but after next week is prelims. but before that i have stacks of ws to complete. is like i have many things to do but lazy&only have a short time to complete. what should i do?

edited this.

edited } is the feeling empty or hope-ing for something? or something else?

don't know what i doing also. don't know what to blog. don't know where to start. don't know how to tell. don't know how to express. now mainly } don't know what i typing.

mugging?

2009-08-11T18:29:00.000+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm yawning&listening ohmyfriend } big bang.

10august - traveled study break study walk homed slack study.
study study study; 10 august is study. what about 11 august? also almost the same - traveled school study test mock homed blogging. later also study preparing for test/mock/prelims. hais. 13nov, it will be a day i hope to come asap and also slowly.

today, when misscho showed a powerpoint which came the sentence } The cat walked in the class. & a real cat walked into our class. first i thought was fake and only some cat sounds then really got cat. shocking!. that's the only thing i think i remember, other than test/mock/school/studies. lol.

what a day. what about tmr? lets see. travel school no mock/test c: but got career talk in growth room until 4.30pm++ hais. then 13august - ss mock \ 14 august - amaths mock \ 15/16august - study slack ? and ...

random-s

2009-08-09T21:49:00.012+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm tired&wants to sleep.

here are random pictures that i picked. it will do the talking for me for the long^... time when i had made my blog dusty.

today - eat study slack tv eat typing and talking walking ... breathing? oh & thinking. after this i still got hw & lots of undone ws. prelims is coming. hais.

blogging?

2009-08-08T13:36:00.002+08:00

@-thisecond } I'm back to blogging?.

._. blogger seems unwell. hope to post next time C:

PERSEVERANCE 3 & RESPECT 3 * memories t-t.

2007-10-27T18:43:00.000+08:00

PERSEVERANCE 3 & RESPECT 3 * memories t-t. 06^07
haiz. finally going to start to post about PERSEVERANCE 3 & RESPECT 3! finally i could, stupid blogger. t-t! going to be long. i think the longest post i ever posted.. taking my time. l0ls. sleepy ._. some of the photos are edited. photos from chong boon website, class blog and bits n pieces here and there. l0l.

starts. 2006. ~~

the secondary one registration. 23/12/2005

not know who will be our classmates. some transfered. waiting to go to our classrooms.

mr paul. our form teacher who looks like mr bean. he was nice. always nice but when he gets angry it is short term. l0ls. then sudden make jokes. *very scaring.* mitra there ~ :D
- in the end. 34 of us. :D ... -

Sec 1 Orientation Camp 27/12/2005

rasheed :P

8th Annual Cross Country 10/02/2006

Mr Paul won the individual resuls [ lower sec boys ] and the staff race [men] * champion.
inter-class results [ lower sec boys ] 2nd-runner up ? 1e3!!!

International Friendship Day 07/04/2006

Si Min and Samantha. ;D

Speech Day 16/04/2006

Metire VI 07/07/2006

MOE Excel 07/07/2006 - 08/07/2006

ZhenKhan and Valen

Claudia

5th student council investiture 19/07/2006

Racial Harmony 21/07/2006

Cherie, Carmen, Claudia, ShuetNie and MeiYan

A Very Special Walk 05/08/2006

Carmen

LingZheng

National Day Celebration 08/08/2006

Mr Paul singing...

Teachers' Day Celebration and Aces Day 31/08/2006

Mr Paul dancing with Ms Kelly Cho

Mr Paul doing Aces Dance o-0

Last Assembly 26/10/2006

Mitra and Emmanuel * PRIDE AWARD.

Samantha

School Publicity

Eshley

CLASS PHOTO! 1E3! PERSEVERANCE 3.

END OF THE YEAR ~ 2006. mag.

Before stepping into 2007. Here are some other events that we have been in. [ no pictures ]

CCA open house. 2006 .
Chinese New Year celebration - 27/01/2006
Growth Day - 02/02/2006

Total defence day - 15/02/2006
Sports Fiesta - 12/04/2006

Ideas Day - 21/06/2006
Opera Night - 28/06/2006

Deeparaya celebration - 18/10/2006

starts. 2007. ~~

* had 3 more students ; elaine - karabo - paddy *

Growth Day 08/01/2007

CCA Open House 11/01/2007

Growth Camp 07/03/2007 - 09/03/2007

Rasheed.

oliver + class

jonathan

6th Student Council Investiture 18/07/2007

Ideas Day 21/07/2007

Terence - history.

Photos ~

China Student Visit 08/01/2007

HSBC Tree Top Walk 07/08/2007

Teachers' Day Celebration 31/08/2007

Post Exam Activities GOLF

this view from teck ghee cc. seeing for a few days. ..... CHINESE MTV pratices.

CHINESE MTV :D

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. 26/10/2007

3 RESPECT CLASSROOM. lights off.

CLASS PHOTOS! 3 RESPECT. 2E3!

37 of us :D

all promoted to 3Es!

END OF THE YEAR ~ 2007. mag.

Before stepping out of 2007. Here are some other events that we have been in. [ no pictures ]

Cross Country -15 Feb 07
Sport Fiesta - 12 April 07
Speech Day - 21 April 07
SpecialWalk - 14 July 07
Racial Harmony - 20 July 07

National Day Celebration - 8 Aug 07

here are the videos. done by classmates.

a playlist - which i think the songs are related to school or 2e3.

we still have a long way to go. jiayou guys!

the memories. ~

REMEMBERED *-

2e3 ~ tmr..

2007-10-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

haiz. today was the day. omg!? felt the day was short. wished it could be longer. but then friday;12.30pm haiz. had prize giving; had celebration thingy ; had our results and report books. from the time during the celebration went back to class, cried. controlled. but when you see your friends crying. you start to think of the past too. then cried. haiz. then went down, controlled / cried. then got back our results. k. went to 3e1, haiz. then saw video. load damn long!! L0Ls. but wait. so the video played. cried, stop. ... then play cried. haiz. then after that, .... then went down saw the board. counted. haiz. then went out le. haiz. now the feeling is no good.
ends.

posting my memories tommorrow. * REMEMBERED!!
changed. dunno when can post sia. t-t. no time - edited ; 27/10/07

HAIZ . tommorrow is the day.

2007-10-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

haiz, this few weeks nothing much. had golf lessons. courses. sexuality talk somemore. ._. inner-class games. L0L. some of the teachers came to talk to classmates about the classes. haiz. 2a - got 3 maths, phys and chem. HAIZ! that is what i wanted. but then nvm. already like that le. but then i feel very de unfair. why cant they tell us. eariler? like wth? haiz. forget it. wanted to go jc. so 1 ba. L0L. and also chinese MTV! YAY! we won :D L0L! all the efforts was paid off. :D wonderful job~!
this year very fast past. faster than last year le. thats what i feel. but i wish it was the opposite now. during 3th term, i did not think that much about the serpartion of us; somemore i wish got hoildays here and there. but now i wish got lessons. i dun mind those boring lessons, but with the joys and laughter of 2e3 students. the lessons will be fun. at least, we are together. next year, everyone go different classes le. dunno what will happen. group works, pair works, homeworks, studies, subjects. haiz. hope i will not end up, like primary 4 and 5. study.. then go home.. then play a while then study. haiz. i hope will not like that. wish can be like now, cos later cant cope with studies how? O levels die lor. later last min again like this year. our results. haiz! "this is a 2 year programme" - remembered what the teachers said. haiz! 2 years. omg!
haiz. tommorrow is the day. the last day of school, and the day which we will know our results. haiz. respect 3. i going to miss it. t-t feel so sad. when thinking about it. when primary 6 also not like that, never even cry or what. just leave the school like that L0L. but now, leave but still in the same school; still very sad. haiz! posting tmr i guess.

respect 3 - going to miss you guys lots.
the joys is what i miss the most.

HAIZ!

2007-10-10T20:09:00.000+08:00

26-09-07 ~ today was English paper. Omg. The newspaper I wrote was out of topic. Not so out. But still out. Just a bit. Forget what had happened today. Today was a very quick day.

27-09-07 ~ today it rain the whole day and it was Chinese paper. Haiz. First thing in the morning forget to bring dictionary . Lucky thanks to Claudia ;D hahas. Thanks!. Then not that bad. Finished everything on time. But then. Got questions anyhow do. Haiz! And my composition wrote only one page. Just nice. Hahas. At 5 went home, just nice. Never caught in the rain. ;D but then after one call. Got wet in the rain but nevermind at least it was something good ;D

28-09-07 ~ today rain still. But not the whole day hahas, it was geography paper! Haiz! Yesterday, took flu medi. Not even one hour then sleep le. Today, sleepy sia. Go to school still need to study for geography. Haiz. Every paper I took until now. I haven’t got time to rest cos when I read the paper, I was going to sleep le. And waste time! After school, went home economicING. Hahas! Same still 5+ reach home, and then rain! Hahas >< 29-09-07 ~ HAIZ! Today, quarrel with parents. Not say quarrel but kana scolding all those. Just for one reason, I dun want to eat my lunch. -_- haiz… then …………… then went out. Study and eat. Then 8 to 9 + then went home then nothing to do also. *scars are left; they are still there – from 2 to now ‘when it will disappear?’*

30-09-07 ~ today, nothing much. Went to Mac then study until now. 9pm+ copying the history notes. Haiz. Now I know I copy damn slow. One question almost 10 minutes to 15 minutes. LOLs. Later still need to copy 1 more. Hand pain sia! Haiz. The scars are still there. Haiz. From yesterday 2 to now. And it hurts also. Tomorrow got history test, dunno how I will do. I think going to be lot of writing. How? Today I wrote so slow. Tomorrow? Omg lor.

01-10-07 ~ today was HISTORY paper. Haiz. T-T. The paper so much is taught before le. But then read the paper dunno how to write. Write until hand pain. Yesterday write today write until I think worse than hitting the wall lor -_- tomorrow literature. Haiz! Next day math. MORE HAIZ. HOW? …………………………

03-10-07 ~ yesterday was literature. Lucky got read animal farm, exactly it is interesting. Hahas. Today is maths. HAIZ. My paper 1. T-T gone liao lor. 10+ marks gone le ba. Haiz! But paper 2 is easier and longer time lor. Wth! I wish paper 1 got at least 1 hour and 30 minutes at least la. cos no calculator what! Haiz. Nvm. Tomorrow is science. Haiz. One of the importants to go 3e1 but I think I can’t make it. My brains are block with stuffs. Haiz. ]

05-10-07 ~ yesterday, science was at least better than paper 1 of maths lor. Hahas. Today was home economics, it was ok. But got some questions really anyhow do de. Haiz. Left art and Chinese LC then one day holiday and then school again. Then got activities for the weeks until that day, we will know our next year class liao. Haiz! How? Scared sia. But nvm. All ready over liao, hahas. Got go to Mac! ~

10-10-07 ~ today, no school. Sian the whole day at home with computer. Sian. Exams are finally over! Art was a mess. Chinese LC was ok. After art, went home. Then went with zeng to shop clothes. Went here and there. And finally she go try clothes like about 20mins + hahas. Then went to ps. Go here and there. In the end also go there like no use? Then went to airport. Walk here and there. Wrong way. Then walk back went to see airplane arrive and depart. Then went Bishan go library there was no book she wanted. Then went back home. Forget that she got to borrow books. Then went to amk library again and chiong home ;D. After Chinese LC, went to beach. Went to cycle and go play on the sand. Had fun but our skin all burned! T-T! Nose still red. LOLS! Tomorrow school, Sian knows what will happen.

*put the posts together* P:

TOMMORROW...

2007-09-25T19:00:00.000+08:00

tommorrow ; the DOOM day . starts of exams!. english paper 1&2. scared~
this few days ; went to mac and study. / and i did laugh lots \ LOLs. study study. until still kana scolding from parents. example - yesterday. damn pissed. although i admit it is my fault 1/3 . but then my mother will have the rest with my father [who will have a lesser percent of fault] i did played with the games in my phone. but then i was like damn sick of studying. and then i chat in msn with friend important stuff. also kana scolding. unfair. i did not ask my mother to wait for me to sleep . she can sleep first what. then she also scold me for that. wth. study also scold. no study scold more. study late late. scold more and more. study and no study until late. also SCOLDmoreSCOLDmoreSCOLD. wth?. LOLs. then today in the lorry just play with the game. also scold. they say they not scolding me. but then just want to tell me. almost everyday like that le. why care? i just dun like parents being like that. just wish they can be more understand parents sometimes. at least they will know what now teenagers are thinking. haiz.
everyone have their own thinking. but then there is no wrong of thinking those ways. just that did they think of people too?
LOLS!. back to tommorrow ; 8 to 12 the papers + breaks. got to study the letters blablas~. sian. next day is chinese. T-T. i hate language!. the following day will be geo. one of my importants! then have two days rest.. then the rest of the papers.. sian! i hate exams!. LOLS!. but then can go back early. hahas/ sian! ;:
JIAYOU! & score your goals. ;D ; BUSY@EXAMs!

6 more days to doom.

2007-09-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

6 more days to doom [exams] omg. haiz. sian.. today.. nothing much also. got science.. finished chapter 6 in two periods. almost have shock test. wth. but then no have. heng. then got maths. did paper 1. omg!. got some i really dunno. GRAPHs. crap if that one was my exams i think i will get 60+ or lower. seriously.. -_- then recess. blablas very fast then go back to class reach class 1o.55. -_- like first time like that .. hahas! then got chinese. sian. letter writing.. then history.. copy copy copy. although very de tired. but then it helps us and practice our hand writing. -_- i wrote so ugly. hack la. then english. nothing much. summary only. ;D then SCHOOL ENDS. ;D then went to study and got meeting ; talk talk talk . and talk and discuss lots of happy events.
finish all of the subjects topic le. finally. now is revision. cant believe that i have less than 1 week. all few years of my studying, i had more than 1 week + to revision. but now i got only 6 days more. how? haiz. study study study. can study until i gong le la. -_- LOLs. sian la. hope can faster finish exams. but i wish exams will not come that fast. after exams. i think will play play play. go out. ;D and stop studying i guess! hoildayS ~~ but i will miss school .. -_- `whats wrong with me? LOLS '

&BUSY@ STUDYs ' ~ HaiZ

121th..

2007-09-19T18:33:00.000+08:00

LOLs... today nothing much.. just normal wed school day.. but then this time got assembly. then talk talk then do reflection.... [again] ... go to art class. learn how to draw for exams. LINES ;D then maths...ws. then RECESS... then.. ce..total defence. then chinese.. got mock test. aiyo.. dunno how to do.. lang is totally bad. then pw.. talk and talk.. then eng. change period with friday's ce so we did total defence. haiz. hand in the streaming form le. scared i really regret. how??. aiyo. how? also no use le la. hand in le.. 7 more days to exams. today just finish my oral. chinese. YAY! no more orals!. anti-oral! . easy but i dunno how to answer some of them and some read wrong words. -_- hack liao la. over liao. i still got notes to do. science havent teach finish wth. chpater 6 left. then i can do notes le. getting more and more lazy le. dun feel like studying. but i guess. have to.

JIAYOU P:

WTH.....!!!

2007-09-18T20:10:00.001+08:00

STREAMING FORM
haiz.. tommorrow / 19-o9 need to hand in liao!. how? i scared i regret and i cant cope. zen me ban??? i think on the relesase of resuls / 25-1o.. i think i see the results. i think i going to be silent. and i think i can hear my heartbeating liao. then if i really take POA. omg sia!. i feel like jumping down! PURE CLASS 1 - two pure science; two maths; two others [SS and ???]; two lang // two two two. double double the stress. OR COMBINED?? - 2a? two combine science; two maths; two others [SS and ???]; two lang ; one otherother.. ????
i wish i got magic ...
i wish i can pass flying colors but i cant even fly...

how to choose?
JIAYOU!

after today..

2007-09-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

BETTER LE ;D but not that much.
yersterday was thinking those. but today. after the talk. i feel much better le. ;D lucky i came. and with my parents ; my father the most i want to thank. P: LOLs. he make me feel better. gave me advice. i never know he knows. my choice is more clear le but still scared. cant make it and cope too. struggling to learn now and need more time to think about it too then will know the topic.
Teachers also explain. Now my wanting to get poa. Is very small ;D not that sad already. 60% is 1.! 40% 2a!. got to study hard and hard. mains ; science and maths. omg . geo too. english and chinese important too. T-T. the rest also have to.
Haiz dunno what to do liao like that. Only thing I know is JIAYOU! and do our best at least we will not be that sad in the end... i wish we knew this in the beginning of the year and got reminded when we do our AA and tests. Althought, naggy but I feel got reminded at least will do better so we will not be working hard hard in the end… But now. It is fate. Everything that is in our report book cant be change.
But only we can work hard. And hard like hell!! TO OUR GOALS! . I want to score!. Just feel that I wanted to do better. Then I will not be so “left out” in both my parents’ side – my cousins. T-T. And disappoint my parents. now is the time… where my life path comes. They say that we take the subjects now, we may not do that kind of jobs that are related to our subjects. Well, it is true. I remembered there is one time. Where the “korkor” tell me and my parents that. He study those non-related to d&t things. I think is f&n. or art.. now he doing a job related to d&t. he did not learn in poly too. LOLs.
I guess it is our mind-set.. LOLs. 12 more days to go! 5 more days to CHINESE ORALS. 2e3 jiayou to your goals!. and my friends ;really extra effort wor ;D
YOU CAN DO IT! * just like the ratatouille ; anyone can cook >< * i make no sense.. going to crazy soon! ';

mood-out!

2007-09-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

mood-out!.
haiz. yersterday, got the streaming talk. got lots of "wth" in my mind. why can't have a-maths and poa together. walao. i dun wish to take those craft things. i can fail those easily... wanted to take pure.. but then physics .. this year the physics i already gong gong le. then poa is 3e3. i feel a bit sad about it but still ok. cos i want to get my a-maths. but also want that.. aiyo.. then the combined also got a-maths. but... haiz. dunno want to choose liao. blur le.... /; yersterday night also bad mood. today.. still ok.. but not that happy still. after school, we study. happy! . today 13/09.. 13 more days le. less than 2 weeks. and my maths also haiz. forget here and there. how to get what i want?
stress. again..

LALAALALA.. DAMN BAD DAY.

2007-09-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

everything was fine for today?. UNTIL ....... NOW. !@#$% not blogging in a good mood. in a !#@$ bad mood!!!.. why must like that. why cant they just understand me for once? since life is a mystery. what a "NICE" mystery i got today. not one time le. dunno how many times le...
*~ i very tired. i dun feel like continue but i have to... ~*
i think i won the boxing match. o.0 but i dun think i will ever win this life mystery match.

WTH..

2007-09-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

o.O. today got big shock. i got to take my orals. SA2 somemore. siao ba. and i got to know it today too. and i guess i did badly. a just pass or a pass is expected. maybe a almost pass. haiz. i dunno la. sad case. today saw two nice sentences.
* life isnt about finding yourself. life is about creating yourself.
* yesterday is HISTORY. tommorrow is MYSTERY. today is a GIFT.
meaningful? i like the second one more. guess dunno what is going to happen tommorrow example like the ORAL today.. :[ JIAYOU for those who are having tommorrow. hmmm. tommorrow. dunno what is going happen. hmmm. let me see what i can think of. me DEAD.. by... gunshot. by... stress. by... blogging?.. or.. by listening to music... heart attack. LOLs. next next. hmmmm.. i got my dream dolls. by... magic. by... a gift. no one know whats my dream dolls. i think only zeng knows, i think. hahas... next next.. normal day. sian. read read.. walk walk. then.. PE. what we going to do?.. run 3 rounds the school. half-dead. 3 rounds around the courts then games?. next MT. totally sian.... RECESS. nice.. *makes me hungry*. then.. history.. walao... sian.... should be going through WS!. *havent do*. then.... eng.. should be talking about ORAL .. T-T. then.. science.. chapter 5&6.... LOLs. then literature.. i think dictatorship.. haiz. sian de lor.. exams coming 15 more days i mean 16 days for today. chinese oral next week. i HATE ORALs... getting sian le. surf around.. then i continuce to blog...

BACKs. and it is only 3 mintue ago. saw this in ice-angel's blog. went to try.
Is your birthday day 9 of the month?
Your Life
You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality.
Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow.
Your Love
You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.
- LOL!. true ma?. i also dunno. some YES-maybe. some NOT!!! i also dunno >< - i noticed that my previous post the kao-anis like my cursor. LOLs. off to homeworks. %*are you sure about homework. LOLS *%

back P: after a long time.. wth?

2007-09-09T16:21:00.000+08:00

BACKs, change skin. long time never blog le. 1 month+
during this 1 month+. lots of things happen. examples like.... got back CA2 results. 90% happy with it.....lazy to add more...
hoildays are here. i went out lots with zeng watched movies* ratatouille; ANYONE CAN COOK. LOLs.%funny / Evan Almighty; ARK- a random act of kindness.% which i got the idea of RANDOMLY ^^ {the header is just a random thought - change randomly} . / The Magic Gourd; ..........%lame;funny;shocking!!! also i saw my dream dolls. - never knew it existed. LOLs. went for trainings too. went to angie's patry. got a fall....and HOILDAYS are gone. -.- tommorrow is the start of a new term. soon there will be our EOYs. haiz. wish it was not that fast. BUT it is 3 weeks ahead. craps. havent even finish hw.. ends here... left 4+ hours to finish.

cards cards ><

2007-06-25T21:31:00.000+08:00

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

a quiz that zeng wants me to take.. ><

2007-06-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

Kana force by my "nice" friend : zengjie ;D

This quiz has less than 67 questions.
1. Start Time : 9.00pm
2. Name : ting zhi [eh.. my name over there >>>]
3. Nickname : tingzhu >< .. crysiie boo.. >< [eh.. also over there >>>]
4. Astrology sign : sagittarius
5. Gender : female [lame]
6. Hair color : black [eh..i dun dye at the moment ><]
7. Eye color : black [dunno.. sometimes see is brown… nvm.. black ;D]
8. Height : 165+cm.. [i dun like it sometimes]
9. Favorite color : [dunno ><]
10. Wear glasses : yup [i dun like it]
11. Tattoos : NO! [pain pain ><]
12. Birthplace : one of singapore hospitalS
13. Area code : +65 [-.-]
14. TRUE friends : [dunno]

`HAVE YOU EVER? '
15. Cut your own hair? : yup [for fun]
16. Done something in the past regret? : yup ;[
17. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? : yup ><]
18. Skipped school? : no. [want also cannot]
19. Bungee jumped? : no. [i scared ><]
2o. Punched someone? : i guess so

`FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND'
46. Mexicans in general : o-o.. orhx. what thing about them?
47. School : orhx.. what school?.. huh?
48. Grass : sheep?
49. Cow : stuff toy!!!!
5o. Canada : orhx... why?
51. Mouse : eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
52. Hands : eh .. what about them?

`THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU'
53. Watched a movie? : nope. no time ;[
54. Talked on the phone?: yup !
55. Cried? : a bit
56. Choked?: nope
57. Drank a glass of water? : yup.
58. Done Drugs? : no.
59. Read a book or magazine? : yup.
6o. Watched TV? : yup.
61. Looked in the mirror? : yup.
62. Taken a shower? : yup.
63. Taken a picture? : yup.
64. Listened to music? : yup. ;D
65. Kissed someone? : no.
66. Told someone you liked them : yup ;D
67. End time : 9.20pm [is it too late?]

Frenz to do this quiz : lazy ><><

back from malaysia.. LALALALAS.. oppos..

2007-05-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

HARLOW!!!.. back from malaysia.. hahas.. malaysia was okok... i learned lots of stuffs from there.. but then .. now i qoinq to say my story.. oppos..

first day.. - happy happy qo to school.. one thinq i worry.. my baq is biq k!!!.. omq?.. LOL.. then qo qo qo .. lalalalala... wait for the rest.. the bus came then went to "LINK" then.. BLA BLA BLA.. omq???!?!?!!??! then..................cries............... then ............... 11 hours trip to the hotel.. -.-''' quiet nice.. :D hahas..

second day... - check out.. then went to some places * tea plantation ^ waterfall ^ rose qarden ^ bee farm ^ fireflies.. the fireflies.. nothinq much la.. like christmas trees but LOTS!!.. .. hahas.. . then qo other hotel then have small party outside the room.. hahas.. reflection

third day... - dun need to check out.. then went to some places.. ^rice mill and oil plantation. * then o-o.. shoppinq.. a while only la.. an hour?. LOL..then hotel and reflection..

last day which is also the forth day.. - lalala.. qoinq back le.. pack pack.. hahas.then went to malacca.. lalalla.. due to the time.. qo shoppinq.. also 45 mintues like that.. then .. nvm lor.. qot nothinq much.. then went back to sinqapore.. :D qot back right in time..

hahas.. can see like nothinq much.. but then wor.. it is fun.. hahas.. or can say okok la.. :D now for the photos.. took 400+ qoinq to show only 20+ LOL?!?!?!?

ends here..

^^ wonderful trip.. but............................. ~ ! @ # $ % ^ & * ( ) HAIZ. T-T.

MALAYSIA.. YAY.. LOL.. HAHAS.

2007-05-25T14:54:00.000+08:00

LOL.. today qot parents meetinq.. hahas. i just came back from home.. so faster bloqq then i qo and play then qot to pack my stuff for the malaysia trip tommorrow.. hahas.. haiz..

back to today... nothinq much of lessons.. omq.. remembered that i pull the flaq for one week.. hehee.. the school flaq.. hahas.. (: hahas.. monday in the hall so i pull then pulll down aqain.. who ask chonq boon at the moment qot one school flaq only.. then the pole on the hall also sot sot de.. T-T.. hates it then tues at the parade sqaure then my duty.. then pull lor.. then wed.. -.- aqain in the hall.. argh!!!.. at the moment 5 times liao.. -.- then yesterday also my duty so pull .. 6 times.. T-T. today.. not my duty.. but then the flaq no one pull so i have to pull.. mama de la.. -.-'' then 7 TIMES LIAO LA.. haiz.. sian liao LOL!!! %*#$&*%&#)*$(#(_*.. kkkies.. hahas..
then qo back to duty..-.- patrollinq.. then the qeo teacher want to talk.. fine.. talk talk.. then dunno why.. qo back to class. -.- ohya.. cos we noisy.. actually not la.. a bit only ma.. nvm nvm.. then next... lesson lor.. bla bla bla.. bla bla ... hahas.. then parents meetinq.. but before that period qot a speech... haiz.. nvm.. shock me sia also.. LOL

then later qoinq to play ... cos at least 4 days cannot play.. T-T.. qoinq to malaysia.. sian.. come back also need to do the powerpoints all that.. omq omq!!!. then also qot traininq.. and CIP . and and projects.. omqomq!!.. hopes this malaysia trip is nice and sweet and smooth.. i dun want bumps.. T-T.. then also claudia not qoinq T-T.. chickpoks ma.. T-T.. haiz.. i pai pai also kana... cos i keep qoinq to her house.. and also i younq also kana a bit only.. hahas.. nvm .. kana kana.. but then kana .. need to be today.. or 4 days later.. hahas..

haiz.. lonq post.. then my last post also will dissapper LOL.. my photos ar.. LOL.. hahas.. now i post some of the pharse that was posted ..

Chapter 6: WHEN FRIENDSHIPS CHANGE
It’s not inevitable, but it is likely. Even the most rock solid of friendships are bound to change as time goes by – as we change ourselves and as our friends grow in different directions. Changes doesn’t have to be bad, but it can be hard to go through, especially if your friend is the one changing and you’re feeling left behind.
- CONSIDER THIS… -
© Change is hard on everyone. Being thrust into a new situation or having things suddenly go in a different direction can be unsettling, mostly because of the fear of the unknown. The great thing about change is that along with it comes the opportunity for new experiences. Who knows…things might even change for the better.
© All friendships are unique and even if they don’t last forever, they all bring something to your life.

Chapter 7: TOUGH STUFFS
Friendships can be painful, especially when tragedy strikes and someone we love is suddenly taken away from us.
- CONSIDER THIS… -
© Intuition knows by instinct as opposed to rational facts. Some people say that our intuition is rarely wrong, so if we learn to listen to the advice it’s giving us, it can keep us out of harm’s way.

okiies... not bloqqinq for 4 days.. at least.. i think hahas. erm..lonq post.. qot to qo and play liao .. hahas.. when i come back i will post about the malaysia trip.. i think.. lots and lots of photos.. i think.. LOL.. see first.. bbiiies.. hahas..(:

outinq..

2007-05-20T18:51:00.000+08:00

outinq.. lalalas.. today went out with my kor, zeng and zeng's mei.. (: hahas... from 11 to 6 LOL.. hahas. nothinq much to say also la.. this week qot chinese presentation... so sian.. then also will be qoinq to malaysia without claudia.. haizz.. T-T ... mummy......... LOL..
here are some pictures.. taken.. LOL..
loves pictures.. hehehe..

my toys just took.. ><

the food we ate.. ><

o.O so hiqh..!!

...... a rat.. i think near my house.. when i came back LOL.

o-o.. LOL .. lalala.

2007-05-14T18:33:00.000+08:00

harlow.. my exams.. over?.. yup.. but then i still scared about takinq the papers.. T-T.. mummy.. LOL.. today was DNT .. orh.. o.O... !!!!! then went to J8 ... then beach.. LOL... nvm.. dun feel talk too much.. sooo pictures. time.. wahahhahas.. ends.. :X

eh HUH?!?!

2007-05-11T17:47:00.000+08:00

LOL. yesterday was science.. (: and LC.. LOL.. LC - listeninq comp. 60 marks. science.. haiz.. the last part... T-T nvm.. today literature.. (: the test was okie.. (: hahahas. (: then art.. my hand muscle...-.- pain sia.. -.- mama de.. LOL.. sian... nothinq much to say also.. next week design and techology.. dunno what to stay for it also.. ends here.. lalala....
my bloqqer de postinq de editinq qot problems... haiz...

2007-05-09T11:33:00.000+08:00

o-o. oppos. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CLAUDIA...
BE HAPPIE. GOOD LUCK..

oppos. -.- stupid bloqqer.. ><

2007-05-09T11:28:00.001+08:00

LOL.. dunno what happened to bloqqer.. cannot edit post. so i post it here.. ><

GREEN

You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.

Find out your color at QuizMeme.com!

o-o.. LOL

2007-05-09T11:08:00.000+08:00

o-o..LOL
yersterday was qeoqraphy. well. when i saw the paper. i was like ok. then when i saw the map work page. i was like.. OMG!!!.. i learn the wronq map works.. omq. nvm. lucky qot learn.. hahas. >< then.after paper.. bla bla bla..
came home. lazy to post. so when to play. KoL. then maple. LOL. dunno why i just qot back the maple interest LOL. dun feel sian about it but then feel a but left out.. LOL. then after playinq. went to watch tv then i study in front of the computer LOL. then wrote my histroy notes. hand pain sia..

today.. histroy.. read history notes from my daddy's lorry to school to class. >< then exam.. OMG!. the MCQ is hard cos never study.. then lots of errors. aiyo. then the rest okok liao. (: hahas. cos qot study about it LOL. then after exams. came back home.. LOL. early. LOL. then later qo play maple and KOL then i qot study science. -.- my art also never fiished. nvm. tommorrow..>< hahas. last min de .. LOL.. hahas. then i think qoinq to type out the notes cannot tahan .. my hand hurts. wrote too much liao.. haiz.. now..

mood - :|
ends. haiz. haiz.

ohmytian!!!

2007-05-07T13:44:00.000+08:00

seriously sad sad..

MATHS LEI!!!.. paper 1 so so .. check until question 11 then cannot check.. times up!!.. what the .. nvm..then paper 2.. T-T.. omq..!!! qot a income question.. then at first.. see see.. anyhow do.. then teacher come in then talk about it.. the class was noisy.. >> the boys. hehe.. hahas.. then .. quiet down.. continue.. qoes back to the income question after checkinq the rest. then.. O.O.. CHANGE... then.. come back home...
O.O.. check SEC 1 textbook.. ---- incomes.. ---- lalala... read read..O.O what the helll sia..!!!! first time do the income question was more correct then the second... !!! omq..!!! maybe if the first one i leave it there then maybe more marks..!! ): i seriously dunno la.. maybe my second ans more correct.. dunno sia.. cos so call sec 1 de time so call never teach.. - chapter is percentage- and i also qot study a bit about it.. then ... omq.. T-T.. 5 MARKS lei.. cries.. nevermind.. have to not give up the hope to beat that gurl... hahas.. >< >< hahas..
i qot back my maple "interest" le.. later qoinq to play a while.. sort of until 5 or 6.. ends here..

ohya.. forgets to return my book.. T-T.. tmr.. wawa..
still cannot forget...
omq.. my maths.. T-T
2e3!! we must beat the other classs... 2e3! IS THE BEST!!! <3..
tommorrow .. GEOGRAPHY.. YAY.. 9.45am +++ finished.. hahahas.. ><

eh HUH?!?!

2007-05-06T11:22:00.000+08:00

O.O... tommorrow is maths.. JIAYOU everyone.. remember to finish your art also.. ((::
okie.. very sian.. so.. edittinq post..

1 more days to maths exams.. wahahaha!! ((::
2 more days to geography exams... orhx
3 more days to history and claudia's birthday.. LOL!
4 more days to science exams... haiz..
5 more days to literature and art exams...!!.... remember wor wor.. haha
8 more days to design and techology exams... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
14 more days to go out with my friend!!.. ^^
20 more days to HOILDAY!!! YAY!! ((:: ^^

bbiies ^^

harlow anyone?

2007-05-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

harlow..
today is enqlish test.. LOL!. today also went to angie house cos nothinq much to do at home also. then people suqqest so we qo lor.. haizz.. sian... tommorrow is chinese exams.. haiz...HATE CHINESE!!! argh!!!!.. l0l...

1 more day to chinese... 03/05
lalalas.. 4 more days to 07/05... which is ????? exam???.. oppos forget...

!@#$%^&*()_+|\=-`~

2007-05-02T18:45:00.000+08:00

LOL!... just want to post that..
JIAYOU for tomorrow ENGLIST... 2E3! (: LOL! :p

1 more day to english ...
2 more days to chinese...
and ..... bla bla bla... so lazy... zzzzz JIAYOU!!!..
2E3!! U R THE BEST!! :p oppos..

-.-

2007-05-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

LOL!!.. if i dun want to post then never post soooo long.. if i want to post the post soo much.. LOL!!.. kkiiies.. erm.. today is a hoilday!!.yesterday go to school..raining..after school.. go sweet sweet house.. then go to library then study.... then come back home then play... later got to do my science ws and DNT and art... LOL..... i am sooo bored until i cann.......

1 more day to hand in DNT!! - must remember!!!
2 more days to english exams.... *.*
3 more days to chinese exams... -.-!!!
6 more days to maths exams..hehe!!!
7 more days to geography exams... O_O...
8 more days to history and claudia's birthday.. LOL!
9 more days to science exams... eee?
10 more days to literature and art exams...!!.... oh....
13 more days to design and techology exams... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
19 more days to go out with my friend!!.. haha
24 more days to HOILDAY!!! WWWWWWWWEEEEEEEE!!!
hoildays then hmmm... traininq (: / go out ((: / more and more of fun!!.. hopes so..-.-
JIAYOU!!.... LOL..
ends of with..

one is normal and one is paintinq de !!

one is normal and one is paintinq!!!

Boo!- [2]

2007-04-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

LOL..that one was long and laggy.. this one is pictures on the month.....LOL..... then my post today is done...

btw that white thinqinq is the moon..i just move when takinq only hahas.

Boo!-

2007-04-29T12:32:00.000+08:00

O.o super long time no post..oppoooss..
hahas...exams coming in like 5 more days???..
this few days studying in school ; friend's house.. LOL......
this month erm.. lot of things happened... SUPER lazy to say.. hahas....
in this month i finished reading this book.. here is my SUPER long post about it.. LOL

Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul: THE REAL DEAL – Friends: Best, Worst, Old, New, Lost, False, True and More

Chapter 1: WHAT IS A FRIEND?
What does friend mean to you? When it comes to defining friendship, words like loyalty and trust dome to mind. So do honesty, reliability and respect. Friends are the people who stick with us through thick and thin. The ones who see us at our very worst and don’t think about us any differently. They know how to make us laugh and what to do when we cry.

So what makes up a good friend, anyway? Here are some things to look for when trying to find a new, good friend:
© Earns your trust. More than anything else trust is tops when it comes to making a friend great.
© Shares some similar interests. You don’t need to have everything in common… just enough so that the two of you have fun hanging out.
© Likes you for who you are. There’s nothing worse than feeling like you have to look or act a certain way when all you really want to do is kick back.
© Shares your value system. I’m not talking about politics here. I’m just saying that friends who share values and morals are more likely to get through challenges together.

Chapter 2: FRIEND CHALLENGES
Making friends isn’t always easy and gathering up the courage to let people in can be tough. And once we have friends, things aren’t always smooth sailing. So what do we do when shyness paralyzes us whenever potential friends are near? How should we act when a friends crosses a line and pushes us too far?

- Spotlight On… GROUP FIGHTS –
Its bad enough being in a fight with a friend at school, but when other friends get sucked into the drama, things can go from bad to worse in no time. Depending on whom you are fighting with and what it’s about, sometimes other friends feel the need to take sides, which just escalates the problems and makes it harder to resolve. While you can’t control what other people do, here are a few ways to make sure that you don’t contribute to any group fights:

© If you’re having problems with a friend, try not to get other people involved and try to resolve the conflict yourself.
© If a friend starts bad-mouthing another friend in front of you, refuse to get sucked in.
© Don’t believe anything you hear until you know it’s true. Friends who are fighting are prone to spread untrue gossip and rumors.
© Even if the person you are fighting with has gotten others involved, don’t stoop to their level. Group fights rarely end well for anybody, and if you hold your head high and act with dignity, you’ll come our of top in the end.

Chapter 3: FRIENDS WHO INSPIRE
Every now and then, a friend comes along who inspires us… to be a better person, to dream big, to be ourselves. Sometimes theses aren’t even aware of the power they have to affect us this way – they do it just by being who they are.

- Poem: True Friends by C.C Frick –
When you feel all alone
Like there’s nothing left
No one to turn to
People turn their backs
No one listens
No one cares
And when you need someone most
No one is there

You failed at life
You aren’t worth a darn
Tired to do the best you can
Cry out, but no one hears
No one is there to wipe your tears

The world it weighs
You down and so
You fall deeper in a hole
You thought your life was great and then
Took a turn for the worst
Won’t start again

That’s when you have to open your eyes
Then you will start to realize
That you aren’t alone after all
Someone is catching you as you fall
A friend listens to the burdens you bear

Showing you that they really do care
You are worth everything to them
They know you do the best you can
When you cry so much it makes a rive of tears
They make it so a bridge appears

When the worlds weight you down
They are there to help
When you fall in a hole
They dig your out
You were lost and so they found
A way to turn your life around
And they don’t do it because they can
They do it because they are your friend

Chapter 4: UNUSUAL FRIENDSHIPS
There’s no aisle in the supermarket for friends and you can’t find them on eBay [or maybe you can?]. Usually, they show up where we least expect them. And when they do, they aren’t always what we expected when we set out to make friends.

- Poem: My Reflection by Alicia Vasquez –
I met a girl the other day.
She was different from me in many ways.
I know I have met her in the past,
But I don’t know if our friendship will last.
Her hair is different and she doesn’t dress the same as before.
I felt like I didn’t know who she was anymore.
She left her old friends and joined a new crew.
Once a cute guy came along, she would leave her new crew too.
Her old friends told her she was being fake.
They didn’t know how much they could take
They tired to prove a point to her and she shed a tear.
They told her to go and look at herself in a mirror.
When I saw all this happening, I thought how could this be,
This new girl seemed so opposite of me?
But when I looked in the mirror, what did I see?
My reflection! All along this new girl was me.

Chapter 5: BLURRY LINES
Can boys and girls be just friends, or does it always get messy when opposite-sex friendship is involved? And what if a friendship does turn into more… can it end happily ever after? Or if it goes bad, does that mean that end of the friendship too?

- Poem: Can’t Fall in Love with a Friend by Amanda O’Connell–
My love,
I don’t know if I’m ready to get over you… if I’m ready to move on,
All I know is that I love you and I’ve loved you for so long.
There are other takes for my hear,
But getting over you will tear it apart.
I wanted you, I wanted you so very bad,
When I knew I couldn’t have you, it made me really sad.
And now that you love goes to her, it’s causing my emotions to stir,
It’s like I have disease and you’re the only cure.
But I know she loves you and I won’t interfere.
I will just sit back and watch my whole world disappear.
We’re good friends, but I want to be something more.
I want you to look at me and love me more than her.
Some people are addicted to drugs, but I’m addicted to you,
I wish you could know how I feel, I wish you only knew.

My love,
I need you more than air,
You with her? It’s just not fair.
My only wish is to be with you,
But how can I if she’s with you too?
When I told you that I love you, I thought everything would change,
I’m sorry… I forget that love and hearts cannot rearrange.
When I told you that I loved you, I thought you’d drop everything and run to me,
Maybe even someday you’d get on one knee and say,
“Baby, I love you, will you marry me?”
I need to stop dreaming and open my eyes.
You and I, we will never be,
Why is it taking me so long to see?
You love her and you don’t love me.

My love,
I’m starting to see,
That we will never be.
I don’t know if I should give up hope and stop trying,
Or if I should never stop and keep on crying.
My mind and heart ache when I see you together,
I don’t know what to do when you say that you’ll be with her forever.
I want to hate you so I can move on,
But I have been at this crazy game for way too long.
I guess this how my cards have been dealt,
Me not with you, but with someone else.

Chapter 6: WHEN FRIENDSHIPS CHANGE
It’s not inevitable, but it is likely. Even the most rock solid of friendships are bound to change as time goes by – as we change ourselves and as our friends grow in different directions. Changes doesn’t have to be bad, but it can be hard to go through, especially if your friend is the one changing and you’re feeling left behind.

- CONSIDER THIS… -
© Change is hard on everyone. Being thrust into a new situation or having things suddenly go in a different direction can be unsettling, mostly because of the fear of the unknown. The great thing about change is that along with it comes the opportunity for new experiences. Who knows…things might even change for the better.
© All friendships are unique and even if they don’t last forever, they all bring something to your life.

Chapter 7: TOUGH STUFFS
Friendships can be painful, especially when tragedy strikes and someone we love is suddenly taken away from us.

- CONSIDER THIS… -
© Intuition knows by instinct as opposed to rational facts. Some people say that our intuition is rarely wrong, so if we learn to listen to the advice it’s giving us, it can keep us out of harm’s way.

- Poem: Why Didn’t You Try? by Mandy Pike –
They say that you were depressed
And that you had been for a while
They say that your weren’t happy
That you couldn’t take it anymore

But you were only sixteen
And way too young to die
You had your whole life ahead of you
So, why didn’t you try?

They say that you felt all alone
And as if no one care
But don’t you know you weren’t alone
For I was always there

They say that you put on a smile
To put everyone at ease
But at night when you were all alone
You’d cry yourself to sleep

But you were only sixteen
And way too young to die
You had your whole life ahead of you
So, why didn’t you try?

After a while you decided to give up
You didn’t think life was worth the pain
So you climbed the stairs two at a time
Went to your room and ended it all

I was at camp enjoying myself
When I got the call from mom
I completely lost it and fell apart
I hadn’t even known something was wrong

So now I sit here all alone
And think of all I’ve lost
You took your life and left me here alone
Now all I can do is cry

But you were only sixteen
And way too young to die
You could have had an amazing life
If you had only tired.

Chapter 8: FRIENDS IN NEED
Perhaps nothing rocks our world more that when a friend is going through a rough time. Whether it’s problem at home or a friend who gets sick or hurt, we never feel more helpless than when we’re watching a friend in need.

- Poem: My Dear Friend by Raquel Dominguez –
My dear friend,
Please don’t cry.
I’m here for you,
And that’s no lie.

My dear friend,
You can do something amazing with your life.
Please stop ruining yourself
With that stupid knife.

My dear friend,
Without you I’d never see the light of day.
I can name about a hundred
People who feel the same way.

My dear friend,
Things don’t always go right.
But I know you’re strong,
And you can win this fight.

My dear friend,
This road takes us on such a long ride.
But no matter what,
I’ll always be by your side.

lame post''

2007-03-19T19:12:00.000+08:00

harlow... just to come here to post some pictures. nothing much happened today. only school. o.o hahas. pictures. pictures...

here are icons from photobucket.com
cute.. omg!. hehe

bbiies..

hello..

2007-03-18T12:19:00.000+08:00

harlow.
the march hoildays hav come to a end.
very fast.haiz.
miss the times in the camp. but its over.
just a past memories to us.
T.T ...

this few days. i went to do projects. training was hard. 2 whole days - 9am to 5+pm. then yesterday also got training from 9 to 12. T.T sian. now still have homeworks. to do. getting very sian. tommorrow got school more sian. very lazy. dun feel like going. but no choice have to go. march hoildays fly past so fast. i think june hoildays also will come soon. o.o i think too much. hahas. at that moment i think got lots of hw again. o.o i dunno what to do. sec 2 liao. got lots of hws. very de sian. very de tiring. also got other things need to worry about. ._. haiz. kkiiies. i go do hws. -.- bbiiies.

camp..

2007-03-10T13:47:00.000+08:00

harlow. back from the camp. the camp rocks!. this year camp rock rocks!. :p although at some moments it was sad. ): lots of games. - cluedoz X, kidnapped, dry rafting.. omg la. dry rafting. i kana the parts lor.. eeeeewww... dun think so sick please.. then we slept in tents. haiz.. all this not that important is the INTRUCTORS that are important.. man .. i miss them..
mostly - oliver [our intructor] / johnthan [group 14 intructor - which part of our gurls went] * other then this two also got jane. jane taught us lots of stufffs too.. now they are gone.. johnthan gone de first.. then jane and oliver.. )':
miss them.. now.. got to find their friendster's.. haiz.. tatas..

btw..

CBKs and PIGGY BEARs RULEs.. we rocks!.. :p

miss them.. the camp was like soo fast.. wish it was longer..

(: {:>
2007-03-06T15:20:00.000+08:00
harlow.. tommorrow is camp le.. haiz..
after the camp is hoilday.. T.T
but hoilday also got lots of projects to do..
cannot slack.. haiz..
i going to be home-sick. and phone sick althought i bring my mummy phone. also quite lan la..
._. hehe.. no choice.
hope everything go well in the trip.. hahas.
(: hopes only.. ._. nono ..
must go well. hope not like last year bath only like 2 mintues?.. omG? hahas.. last year quite fun.. (:
this year dunno how ...
getting sian.. nvm.. tatas.. post more about the camp next time .. tatas.. :P

[[ * I dunno what to say * ]]

2007-03-05T18:01:00.000+08:00

harlow. it has been 6 days i think i haven't post. getting bored. getting sick. getting sian. but then the growth camp is coming.. in two days. hahas.. two wor.. l0l. later got to go get some items for the camp and too have to rush my geography report for tommorrow hand in. ._. haiz... growth day have lots to do after it. we are going to sleep in the field... omg?.. i hate insects.. hate them. disgusting sia. eeeeeeeeeeewww.

sometimes things wonder in my brain.. too much.. nvm.. got to go .. tatas..

....

2007-02-27T17:35:00.000+08:00

harlow..
here is yesterday post..
harlow.my blogger back to normal.. hahas. (: today very de pain. yesterday got cut right on my leg.. but today.. got headache. sore throat. handache. sleepy. tiring. leg muscle. cut pain. ): ... pain pain pain day. ): haiz.. today got problem.. dunno how to explain to the people la.. explain also scared.. haiz.. nvm.. tommorrow need to hand in the lit project. need to go do.. ): haiz.. got to be good gurl.. hahas. (: tatas.... be happie.. today is a painful day.. adding lots of homewoork... loves..

here is today post.
harlow..
kina lame ... ._. .. lalala..kinda bored.. nothing much to do. today lessons were ookie.. tommorrow got lit presentation.. sian .. got to go.. nothing much to post too.. bbiies. love ya..

today had a tiring+fun+happie day..

2007-02-25T18:52:00.000+08:00

harlow. dunno what happened to my blog posting creating post thingy.dun have the thingy to click click de.haiz.today went out with my friends. (: do project. then we went to park. ride bicycle.then we went back home. (: we spend most our money on food. hahas. (:
tommorrow starts school again. but then now is one full week. so sian lor. got projects to do. T.T saddie. haiz. got to go to do homeworks.projects..blabla. but now pictures. hahas. (: bbiies..
thanks to photobucket.com..

change blogskin.

2007-02-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

harlow.few days never post.dunno what to post.also very sian.dunno what to do.althought got projects+homework+problems.very lazy think or do.but tomorrow finally will do.at least some.got some ideas in the head.hahas. (: hmmm.

change blogskin.reasons is dunno what happened got sooo many frogs + words in my blog’s background.then I think got problem then nvm.change lor.found this one randomly.and I love it man. (: hahas.any comments on my blog please tell me by the taggies.

haiz.is love that nice?.althought I know sometimes it sucks sometimes it rocks.but really.when the one you love treats you nice sweet you feel so happie.but when that one hurts you, you may never know you will have a scar.it hurts to hurt someone that you love.haiz.love couples.love teddy bears.love birds.love rings.loveable marriages.lovely couples.bla bla bla.lovedesires :P. hahas.

sian la.dunno what to do.hmmm.haiz.no good.eng so lan.chinese also.talking about chinese.we just got a chinese test and a history one.dunno will fail ma?.i think at least will almost fail or fail or 60 to 70 like that or sooo lucky until 70 and above. ._. sian..
i think I end here ba.nothing to post also.ohya.badminton training today is tiring.haiz.bbiiies!!.. (:

hello.. sian..

2007-02-20T13:57:00.000+08:00

hello. hopes everyone got lots of hong baos. =x hahas. really dunno what to post today. there are at least 5 people outside the room. lols. and i trying to hide away in the people. thats why i in the room. blogging. =x tommorrow going to school. dunno what will happened. haiz. i still have homework to do and have projects to hand in. haiz. later if i need to go outside to help or i have to sit there like a idiot listening the talks. haiz. very sian de. nothing much to do or post. only homeworks.. hahas. nothing much to say.

boring post today.. tatas. ._.

happy chinese new year,.

2007-02-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

._. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!. BE HAPPIE!. ._.

just to come here and say that.. l0ls.. hope u guys get lots of hong bao tommorrow.. ! (:

about yesterday.

2007-02-17T11:49:00.000+08:00

haiz. yesterday. had CNY celebrations. o.o not bad la. but a bit sian la. before that we had lessons nothing nice or bad about it. (: after that CNY i go to canteen with my friends then they say they want to go back to home or to primary school. then my friend call me ask me to go back. then i go back then cannot go in. so waiting for my friends to come out. then we went to mac and eat. then went to her house. (: then play play until i get so tired. i rested on the chair. and on music. listening to songs. i closed my eyes. dunno why i suddenly have this thought. that if i go for a friend's bbq party. it will turn out to be baddie. then i went home. while i walk home i was like more think deeper into it. o.O weird thing is that i never force myself to think. it just come out like that. haiz.

this was the baddie thing.

you went to a bqq party. before you wanted to go in you heard someone that u know badmouthing about u. that person is the one u really trust like ur best friend. u cannot stand it and just stood there and just like shouted at that person that u hate him. and just ran and cry. ._.

a bit lame la. dunno why i have the thought also. T.T then i went home break down on my bed and just cry. "lol right?" i also dunno why i have the feeling.

then because of him then i went to the bbq. we had a nice time until...... lots of thing....

................................... bla bla bla............. angry and sad ........ bla bla bla.........

then i went out with my mum. then went home. what the hell la. i really regeted going there. as for my two friends who pei wo go back. they are the ones who feel it at first. haiz. they also almost cried also. haiz. sad sia. but i cried first at home.

with no reasons.. -.-

now going to have some pictures then end this of.

believe ur own feelings before it really hurts you when u make the wrong choice dun reget like me. i regeted lots. it really hurt me yesterday. ): tatas.

btw. the real person i angry about now is myself. sorry for the rest i angry yesterday.

sad sia. why must like that. shortie part. ):

2007-02-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

just a remind to myself. i made the wrong choice. i really have to think about it more. really. i wish i really never made that move man. just because of him. sucks really sucks. tommorrow will say more. hahas. ): tatas. got to go. never make the wrong moves. it may just spoils of ur life. or mood.

cross country.

2007-02-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

harlow. today we have the cross country adding total defence day. hahas. nothing much to say also. haiz. also a bit of a boring day.. (: but also happie. (: hahas. (: after the cross country and after lunch was more happier.. hahas. (: nothing much to post also. hmmmmmmmm. sian lei.
tommorrow is the Chinese New Year Celebrations. l0ls. hahas. dunno what to do after the celebration. hahas. (: sian lei. nothing to post. nvm.. tatas.!

(: hahahas. (:

2007-02-14T18:59:00.000+08:00

harlow. today was not a bad day. normal lesson.. blabla. then a trip to the vegetable farm. hahas. (: went there before 5 or 6 years ago. kind of boring and hot. but i like the food there. (: then went home. sian la. tommorrow got cross country lor. i running. sian la. hope i really dun see him. or my mood is really totally spoil until lots de. pray hard sia. T.T tommorrow must someone run with me or i die. hahas. tommorrow 2e3 do your best. (: meet up with ur goals. and sleep early. here are some of the pictures. lalala. jia jia you you!. woooo!. bbiies. and more the less..
HAPPIE VALENTINE DAY.MUACKS.LOVES.N.BE HAPPIE!. (:

(:

2007-02-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

hello. nothing that i really want to post today. dunno what to say la. hope all things will be fine. de only way is to let go. hahas. (: thats what lao shi says mostly says. hahas (: .. here are some pictures lalala. tatas

(: lalalala (:

2007-02-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

harlow!. i just put up the music in my bloggie (: hahas.
all those are done in http://www.nackvision.com/

that is a lot of gitter!!!..

now getting more sian of that website.. what should i do next?..

bored lei.. T_T.. nvm. got to go liao. tatas!. cya next time .. wow!.

(:

2007-02-10T14:53:00.000+08:00

hello! (: hahas!. today got training. it was so sian. nothing to do also now. dunno what to do liao lor. nvm. here are some pictures of the days or weekies before. laalaS. tatas. tctc.

):

2007-02-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

): sad ): dunno what to do so come here and post.
my bill blow . and blow very weirdoly. haiz. weirdoly. (not in dic right?)
i very scared dunno what will happened. two things or more.. T_T sad man.
haiz. bbiEs.

my handphone (:

2007-02-09T16:03:00.000+08:00

(: harlow! (: hahaS!.going to post about today and yersterday. hahas!. read on. hahas!.

yersterday went to taiyi. saw those two guys (: hahas. so happy yesterday in taiyi. althought i go back home late i dun mind. (: hahAS!. they two there made moi laugh thats what i cannot get in school much. they made moi laugh is by teasing de. haha!. yersterday also we went for the audi.. haiz. today we know a bit of the results but then it is we are not in la. we practice so hard. but then never go in. haiz. the song only thats the problem. ): so sad man.

today mood - happy! why? i took back moi phone already.! (: hahas but things got to do because of him. ): and also update songs. (: hehe.. !
nvm.now i in computer lab. with two friendz. lee mei and jocelyn. (:
dunno what to post today. ohya. good luck to those two people. as i know they will not come to my blog at all. so i dun want to write much about it. hahas!. wish they buy moi something. hehe.
finding lyrics and printing.. wahhahas. not moi hahas. her. hahas. hehe. nvm i also found some of them for her also. hehe.
dunno what to do liao la. dunno what to answer him. haiz. tell me the answer man!. help . only next weekie lei. haiz.
zeng or zexs kor - please tell moi when you want to study together wor. hahas. please tell me as soon as possible. please wor!!!. hahas..
haiz. dunno what to post now. hehe. everytime like that very de sian de okie. haiz. haiz. nvm. post pictures next time wor.! hahas!. dun think i have much.. tatas!. cya next time wor!. hhahahs!. bbiieS!.

hello .. what a goodie day.. =.= my gosh no way!..

2007-02-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

harlow.today got rehearsal again.why?.cos tommorrow is the day that is AUDITION!!.
hahas. (: schooling was not baddie.. (: fine to me today. but then rehearsal like omg.
and we haven't finished. but we are almost there.. (: hahas. jia you 2e3!!. hahas.
i getting back my phone soon. (: two more days!. wow!. hahas!.
haiz. i dunno what to answer lei. how?.how?. help man!.
nvm. today i saw those idiots again. spoil my moodie man. spoil spoil.
and then gooooo back to good then baddiie then gooddie then baddiie. then i dunno liao la.
hahas!. anon- who r u?. i really want to know man. please reply moi. thanks a lot. if u dun want to reply moi on the tag board. add me on msn or e-mail moi. thanks.!.

here is a quiz i done (: hahas!. tatas!.

You Are 28% Happy

You're not miserable, but you could stand to be a lot happier.Focus on what's right in the world, and you'll be happier than you ever thought possible.

yoz!

2007-02-06T20:23:00.000+08:00

HarloW!.today i had my schooling + rehearsals.
schooling was not baddiie but then a bit of lazy to do work. want to sleep.
after that was horrible lor. worse man.dunno what to say about it man.
but i just want to say. we are a class.and can please be united as one.
i know u all sometimes also hate this person.hate is a word that u can also want to kill
this person when u see him or her that can be call hate.dun like is a better word la.but then wor.
i really dunno u guys are this kind of ppl ma.
last year we are united. okie. not so.
but at least united but now this one dun like this one then got a lot of problems.
haiz. i wish u all can get let it go. but then i knew u all will not. not will not is cannot too many things in ur brain liao wor. (: hahaas. at this moment i dunno what to say already.
the class is like this. what can we do. just really relax and think its this person doing the right thing or not. try to correct him or her. he or she may just think about it.
and change. u may never know.

so many problems liao. dunno what to do. nevermind have to slowly solve them (: hahaha.. do we have a choice to get out of this world and be happy always. and also will there be not hate in our class or world. the world is going to go one day. by people. hate hate . change the h to a f. fate.fate. (: hahas. fate show us the ways but then we are the ones we choose. i think i chose the wrong ways at times.

this is start of something new the lyrics it have a wonderful meaning. (:

Living in my own world

Didn't understand

That anything can happen

When you take a chance

I never believed in

What I couldn't see

I never opened my heart

To all the possibilities

I know that something has changed

Never felt this way

And right here tonight

This could be the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that

We'd both be here tonight

And the world looks so much brighter

With you by my side

I know that something has changed

Never felt this way

I know it for real

This could be the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen

Till it happened to me

I didn't know it before

But now it's easy to see

It's a start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

That it's the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

Start of something new

tatas. (:

badminton (:

2007-02-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

Harlow!!.hahas!.today is a okok day for me!.
why?.hahas!.as i played my first match. (:
i got a egg and a fries.which means i got 11-0 i got 0.and 11-1.i got 1.thanks STC!.
my DnT omg lor.i am going to score like 0 soon or later because of badminton.):
(: hahaS! and today that idiot guy never bother me.cos i dun have my hp.
hmmmmm.the notice board was finnally done by our wonderful friendz.
okie.. i dunno what to say.haiz.what should i even post.
tatas!.cya!.next time. (:

=(

2007-02-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

harlow.i really have not much things to say.
but then wor.life sucks now.really.it is worse than last year.
chong boon is a school that i dunno why got this kind of people who likes to play like th movie "DEATH NOTE".argh!!!!!!.nvm.

haiz.my hp is gone to the teacher.why?.i use the hp in school and teacher see.
heatbreak man.):.one week. haiz.nvm.

now i got to think somemore things.tatas..

):

2007-01-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

harlow.i feel sad-stress-depress-hopeless.
i dunno what to do already. school have been stressing me out.
all those programmes-badminton-one idiot-homeworks-AAs-lots more.
i really dunno what to do already.
i really have enough of it. i really dunno how i going to hurt myself next.
haiz.nvm.here i go putting some pictures.
tatas..

lee mei's cute toys.

my ugly drawings.one in negative.one normal.

two places in negative.

.fate.fate.fate.why have you do this to me-hate you.fate.fate.fate.

fate.fate.fate.

2007-01-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

hello.today going to make one short post as i have not much time.
my computer is fine.(: back to the normal self of it.but it is outdated.
going to update tommorrow.tatas.

(: fate.fate.fate.regreted.fate.fate.fate

2007-01-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

fate.fate.fate.why must.fate.fate.fate.we be like that.fate.fate.fate.

hello.
i dunno what to do liao.today is a not goodie day.
at first was okie.cos it rained and i dun need to do my duties.
hehe.but then after recess.it starts to sucks.
haiz.dun want to tell much.

tommorrow got training.sian lor.my wrist also not good liao.
why?.because of today's matter.i dunno how i going to play tommorrow.
sian de lor.no choice have to go lor.haiz.
now i put some pictures of the few days.

pictues... (:

carmen and felicia.in hall during the npcc break.

jocelyn,me and lee mei.in the toilet.

jocelyn,me and lee mei.outside the toilet.stars.

my book.in negative.

my two cutie toys.on my bed.

red cross room. (:

my table after i studied.in negative.

my notes?.in negative.

omg?.a pa sa ma lam near chong boon.

bbiies.. (:

fate.fate.fate.i totally.fate.fate.fate.sad and regretted.fate.fate.fate.

(: fate.fate.fate.fate.fate.sad mode.

2007-01-25T20:09:00.000+08:00

fate.fate.fate.fate.love u.fate.fate.fate.fate.do i.fate.fate.fate.fate.

hello..
nothing much to say at all.this few days nothing much also.
i had my badminton compeition.we lost.i did not played.
haiz.cedar.we lost to cedar.haiz.nvm.next time they will die.
NOT US.
(: also.to all netball badminton volleyball de players. jia you.
never give up.lost nvm.but must lost in pride. (:

next match.rgs.haiz.dunno i will be playing ma.
it will be on monday. ):
dunno what will happened this time.
but nvm.jia you. (: go go chong boon we sport can do it de.

lalala.haiz.sianz.lame.
disturbing.haiz.fate.our roads.
haiz.it is soo lame.lol.
nothing much to say already.also cannot online too much.
everytime want to post but then dun want to say out when i typing in blogger.

i feel so fan lei.everyday so fan.
so disturb.so fan.so sad.
haiz.zeng really la.you want to die.
i also dunno why liao la.try to cope it la.
u can do it de.talk to someone peaceful.
she or he may help u.
- this goes to the people that need help.
but not me.i dun do it.i dunno why i dun.i tell people to do it.
but i dun.people dun really understand me that well.even those who are close to me.

today - sad mode. because of one stupid words of urs.
make me think so much.bbies.bbies..

fate.fate.fate.fate.hate u.fate.fate.fate.fate.do i.fate.fate.fate.fate.

ahhhhh

2007-01-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

harlow..
ahhhhh..
match coming..
two more days.. hahas
haiz..
today very sian..
:)

hahahs.. (:
today.. nothing to do
now need to do maths and my dnt.
haiz..
very de sian
today..
tommorrow
also very de sian..
tuesday...
haiz..
nothing much to say..
ohya..

JIA YOU.. CHONG BOON DE JUNIORS DE NETBALLERS.. (:
hahas..
jia you.. tommorrow must win.. (:
dunno i will be there or not.. hahas.

tatas.. nothing much to post also.. :(

hahahas

2007-01-21T19:02:00.000+08:00

hahahas..
just got my edusave merit busary (:
and it was very very very sian..
just see them walk up and take (:
and pass 1 hour+ haiz..
i only saw 5 chong boon adding me too...
haiz.. that is my letter (:
and i go and do my homeworks.. (:
(: tatas..

(:

2007-01-21T13:29:00.000+08:00

Harlow (:
yersterday.
i finally get my new phone le.
w850i..
hahas.. (:
so happy (:
dream came true (:

hahahas..
but then still need to get songs from my friends..
hahas..
erm..
nothing much to say also..
so i think i go and do my homework liao..
tatas.. (:

:( - sad life man..

2007-01-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

Harlow..
i just hate it..
i dun like to go to school.. whhy?
because i see a idiot / moron..
i hate it lor..
i am so fan by him le..
i tell him .. he very de fan he more fan me
what the hell lor..
i just hate it..
i dun like it..
i see him i will puke.. - mostly.
i dun like it...
help la..
please la..
why like that la....
i really dun like it lor...
aGrh..
dun talk about this le.. make my mood spoil more

this font not bad =)
hahas..
today Got netball the compeition..
haiz.. we lost..
nvm..
NETBALLERS..
JIA YOU... KEEP UP..
U WILL WIN THE NEXT ONE DE..

okies... my bloG...
the music..
haiz..
Got one can.. but the thing is too BIG..
haiz.. cannot find another one.. =( ..
so sad...

love desires..
fate..
fate..
fate..
i dun like it liao lor...
haiz...

badminton compeition next week.. (:
starting on wed..
those who want to know more..
come ask badmiton players..
i dun want to tell here too much (:
hahas.. (:

this year is a busy year..
Got streaming..
have SYFs.badminton/netball/volleyball compeitions.. and lots more
haiz..
and my life is just starting to get so
sad.fan.annoyed.
fate.fate.fate.
please fate.just change please.
haiz..

bbies.tatas.
loves.

uncontrolled feelings.what i'm thinking.
who i really like.
haiz.